today was the most fucking boring fucking day ever fucking possible. although that was completely my fault, it still sucked. so im taking notes on chem II just so that way in the fall i can concentrate on physics. and this stuff isn't too bad. that is probably because i have done it all in ap chemistry. but that is not the point. today i took notes on one entire fucking chapter. and these chapters aren't short or anything, they are 40 to 50 pages long. long and intense. anyway. im hoping i can get out of study mode and into party party party mode tonight. well more like in less than an hour because my friends are picking me up at 9. so that is all for now.
☮ hope ♥
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
15 things about my life
so im taking this from a friend's post (sorry Lizi...i didn't know what to blog about today):
1) i love the show Friends. i own all ten seasons, and have seen every episode at least fifteen times. i can never decide which episode is my favorite, because i love them all. i really like the one with the blackout, the one where Joey gets his eyebrows waxed, the one with the night after, the one with Chandler in a box, and the one with all the thanksgivings.
2) i can't take Rachel's side on the whole we were on a break thing. i think Ross was right. they were broken up and Rachel just had to get over everything. taking a break means breaking up. if your not getting some from one person then you should be able to get it from someone else.
3) i eat ice cream or frozen yogurt everyday. i can't live without either of them. they are soooo good. and according to some people i make a fro-yo fail. that being, a fro-yo topped with just rainbow jimmies.
4) i call sprinkles jimmies. yes, that is a Boston thing and i am from Baltimore. one time i was in a dining hall and i told the woman i wanted rainbow jimmies on my fro yo and she looked at me like i had five heads.
5) i love 90s and early 2000's music. i love Britney and Nsync and Backstreet Boys and Enrique Iglesias and SoulDecision and 98 degrees and LFO and so many others. they make me feel sooo good. and that is like my feel good music. it reminds me of my childhood.
6) i love the Muppets Christmas Carol. i don't know what it is about this movie, but i fucking love it. it's amazing. i love all the muppets the Great Gonzo is my favorite. and so is Rizzo the Rat. hahaha.
7) i am obsessed with the gym. there is nothing like running and working out. it is amazing. and i LOVE it. when i get back to NYU im gonna start training for a half marathon.
8) i am obsessed with post-its. they are the greatest invention every fucking possible. i write notes to myself all the time. sometimes i even take notes on post-it notes. they are just awesome. and the post-it highlighters are even better. soooo fucking cool. you get the highlighter and the post-it flags all together.
9) i love organizing. i think organizing is sooo important. my clothes in my closet are arranged by style and then color. its like a rainbow. it's soo greattt.
10) crayola twistables, are fucking awesome. they are the greatest thing to ever exist. i love drawing with them even though i can't draw. haha. you all prob know that from my little drawing that is on facebook.
11) i love chemistry. the only thing that is stopping me from being a chemistry major is fucking calculus two. which Brian could help me with. but damn, what if i fail. like seriously, i can't deal with more fucking math. i hate it.
12) i liked math until calculus hit me like a big yellow bus. and since calculus i have hated math. i can't stand it. im sooo bad at it. i know i got an A this time in calculus. but last time not so much. not so much at all. i had like almost failed.
13) i love painting my nails. i literally have nearly every color fucking possible. i paint my nails at least once a week. or if i don't paint them i fix the color i have on by adding another coat.
14) i love Michael Jackson. he is the greatest man to ever exist. i wrote a paper on him this past year, and i have to say, it was the best paper i have ever written. the man is sooo amazing. he went to soon but he is forever in our hearts. there will never be another like him. ever.
15) the worst thing that ever happened to me, happened when i was 17. it has been over two years since it happened, and to this day, it bugs the fuck out of me. i still have not been able to forgive that person. i really want to forgive that individual but somehow i can't bring myself to doing that. i really want some closure with it, but somehow i can't seem to find it. i think once i get that closure ill be able to move one. but idk how to get that.
☮ hope ♥
1) i love the show Friends. i own all ten seasons, and have seen every episode at least fifteen times. i can never decide which episode is my favorite, because i love them all. i really like the one with the blackout, the one where Joey gets his eyebrows waxed, the one with the night after, the one with Chandler in a box, and the one with all the thanksgivings.
2) i can't take Rachel's side on the whole we were on a break thing. i think Ross was right. they were broken up and Rachel just had to get over everything. taking a break means breaking up. if your not getting some from one person then you should be able to get it from someone else.
3) i eat ice cream or frozen yogurt everyday. i can't live without either of them. they are soooo good. and according to some people i make a fro-yo fail. that being, a fro-yo topped with just rainbow jimmies.
4) i call sprinkles jimmies. yes, that is a Boston thing and i am from Baltimore. one time i was in a dining hall and i told the woman i wanted rainbow jimmies on my fro yo and she looked at me like i had five heads.
5) i love 90s and early 2000's music. i love Britney and Nsync and Backstreet Boys and Enrique Iglesias and SoulDecision and 98 degrees and LFO and so many others. they make me feel sooo good. and that is like my feel good music. it reminds me of my childhood.
6) i love the Muppets Christmas Carol. i don't know what it is about this movie, but i fucking love it. it's amazing. i love all the muppets the Great Gonzo is my favorite. and so is Rizzo the Rat. hahaha.
7) i am obsessed with the gym. there is nothing like running and working out. it is amazing. and i LOVE it. when i get back to NYU im gonna start training for a half marathon.
8) i am obsessed with post-its. they are the greatest invention every fucking possible. i write notes to myself all the time. sometimes i even take notes on post-it notes. they are just awesome. and the post-it highlighters are even better. soooo fucking cool. you get the highlighter and the post-it flags all together.
9) i love organizing. i think organizing is sooo important. my clothes in my closet are arranged by style and then color. its like a rainbow. it's soo greattt.
10) crayola twistables, are fucking awesome. they are the greatest thing to ever exist. i love drawing with them even though i can't draw. haha. you all prob know that from my little drawing that is on facebook.
11) i love chemistry. the only thing that is stopping me from being a chemistry major is fucking calculus two. which Brian could help me with. but damn, what if i fail. like seriously, i can't deal with more fucking math. i hate it.
12) i liked math until calculus hit me like a big yellow bus. and since calculus i have hated math. i can't stand it. im sooo bad at it. i know i got an A this time in calculus. but last time not so much. not so much at all. i had like almost failed.
13) i love painting my nails. i literally have nearly every color fucking possible. i paint my nails at least once a week. or if i don't paint them i fix the color i have on by adding another coat.
14) i love Michael Jackson. he is the greatest man to ever exist. i wrote a paper on him this past year, and i have to say, it was the best paper i have ever written. the man is sooo amazing. he went to soon but he is forever in our hearts. there will never be another like him. ever.
15) the worst thing that ever happened to me, happened when i was 17. it has been over two years since it happened, and to this day, it bugs the fuck out of me. i still have not been able to forgive that person. i really want to forgive that individual but somehow i can't bring myself to doing that. i really want some closure with it, but somehow i can't seem to find it. i think once i get that closure ill be able to move one. but idk how to get that.
☮ hope ♥
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Friday, May 28, 2010
so happy
so yesterday i saw Lisa and it was mucho exciting!! but today was the most excitingest thing. IM EMPLOYED!!! i now work at Ann Taylor Loft. and now one of my nine summer goals is complete. and i created a list of the chapters i will learn each week for chemistry. and after im done with calculus i shall pick Rosetta Stone in Hindi AND an AP physics book, that way i can learn physics. before i actually take the class. and to celebrate my job, my mom and i went to TCBY!!!! so yummy in my tummy!
☮ hope ♥
☮ hope ♥
Monday, May 17, 2010
summer goals
so instead of ranting about how fucking NYU STILL has not posted up all my fucking final grades, i thought id talk about my summer goals.
My Goals:
1- pass calculus with an A/A-
so this summer im taking calculus at JHU. and i've had some pretty bad experiences with it, so im hoping this summer is not a repeat of those past experiences. Brian and probably my dad will be helping me. this class will basically determine whether or not i am going to attempt to major in chemistry. i know for sure im a psychology major and i know i am at least a chemistry minor, but there's a possibility, if the class goes well, that i might also major in chemistry. it'll be hell but oh well. i like chemistry. yes im a nerd, deal with it. the reason this class decides it is because i need to take another semester of calculus to be a chemistry major
2- learn to drive a manual
when i saw Brian over winter break he told me he'd teach me to drive a stick over the summer IF i showed absolutely no signs of road rage when im with him.
3- brush up on Hindi
so i speak Hindi fluently, but i also need to be able to write just as well. and i can write and read just not very well. so Rosetta Stone here i come. in a few days...maybe a week...i don't know when but hopefully during the summer =]
4- go to nyc
this is pretty self-explanatory. i miss the city. the end.
5- party party party.
this also pretty self-explanatory. i like to party. yay.
☮ hope ♥
My Goals:
1- pass calculus with an A/A-
so this summer im taking calculus at JHU. and i've had some pretty bad experiences with it, so im hoping this summer is not a repeat of those past experiences. Brian and probably my dad will be helping me. this class will basically determine whether or not i am going to attempt to major in chemistry. i know for sure im a psychology major and i know i am at least a chemistry minor, but there's a possibility, if the class goes well, that i might also major in chemistry. it'll be hell but oh well. i like chemistry. yes im a nerd, deal with it. the reason this class decides it is because i need to take another semester of calculus to be a chemistry major
2- learn to drive a manual
when i saw Brian over winter break he told me he'd teach me to drive a stick over the summer IF i showed absolutely no signs of road rage when im with him.
3- brush up on Hindi
so i speak Hindi fluently, but i also need to be able to write just as well. and i can write and read just not very well. so Rosetta Stone here i come. in a few days...maybe a week...i don't know when but hopefully during the summer =]
4- go to nyc
this is pretty self-explanatory. i miss the city. the end.
5- party party party.
this also pretty self-explanatory. i like to party. yay.
☮ hope ♥
Monday, April 26, 2010
work
so this weekend, i was in Chicago, and i didn't do any homework. and i have finals coming up...like in a week. i have sooo much work to do it's not even funny. today Rebecca and I made a plan of what we're gonna do every day. we are in chemistry together and we study together...that was a weird sentence...two togethers...anyway. i have a pretty detailed schedule for the rest of the semester. it's intense. and ill be spending lots of time in the library, so hopefully ill get to see butt guy. so till May 7th my posts will probably be pretty short, because i have one 10 page essay, five 2 page essays, and lots of other studying to do. and for the rest of you who are also in the same boat as me, good luck!
☮ hope ♥
☮ hope ♥
Monday, April 12, 2010
turns out im not mad
so today my recitation for chemistry got out way early because we didn't have any homework due nor did we have a quiz. the class starts at like two and we were out at 230-ish. anyway. so i walked back to my dorm to put my chemistry stuff away with my friend Craig. he told me to let him know when i was leaving and i said im leaving in a few minutes because i wanna get Starbucks, and he was like nevermind i have to eat. so i was like okay. and i didn't really feel like walking back just then so i thought id check my email. but then! Rebecca texted me, by the way im now calling her Rebz, and she was like "omgomgomgomgomgomgomg your bfannn is in bobst with me" and obviously i was like "omggg im cominggggg!!!" and i was sooooo happy she told me. and im beginning to think he's gay =[. i hope fucking not because damn id tap that shitttttt. and he's soooo fucking hot and listens to good music and has a great ass and dresses well, which yes is rare. but maybe i found one of the rare ones. i really hope so. anyway. back to the library. so when he left i left too and we got into the elevator together, and yes i did talk to him. and i forgot to ask his name again =[. but im glad Rebecca told me, because that my day =].
☮ hope ♥
☮ hope ♥
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
my mother
so today when i was sitting in chemistry lecture i received this text from my mom, "hi i just wanted to say i miss you and i have no one to do my nails with." every spring break my mom and i do each others nails; not just painting them but also adding designs and shit. so anyway i said something along the lines of "aww im sorry" and my mom replied to me with "im bored." and i said "im bored too" and my mom was like "why," and i said "im sitting in chemistry lecture and i've already learned this stuff." here is when things take a turn my mother, who is a teacher herself, tells me to ditch the class. and i tell her i cant because the professor is gonna take attendance. and then she says "alright bye" and im like "what? why are you leaving?" and she says something like, "i don't want you texting in class its disrespectful. isn't leaving more disrespectful? anyway. in short i love my mom, she's the most amazing woman i know.
☮ hope ♥
☮ hope ♥
Sunday, March 28, 2010
im an 89!!!
so today i got my grade for my chemistry exam. i still don't get how they grade them so quickly. there are about one hundred kids in the class. and anyway i thought i failed the exam like seriously. i know i say that a lot and that rarely happens, but damn i thought i was gonna fail. and so i checked blackboard, the online site my school uses, and it turns out that i got an 89%!!!!!!! i couldn't believe it. yesterday i called my dad after i took the exam, i don't know why i do this but i do. anyway, he didn't answer and then i called my mom and she asked how my exam went, and i said that i didn't know. and then she was like about... and i was like i don't know. and she was like that's okay, what's done is done. and i was like yeah.
anyway, when i found out that i got an 89% i called my dad, and i told him and he was proud of me. i mean it's not that good, but i really thought i failed, so im happy
☮ hope ♥
anyway, when i found out that i got an 89% i called my dad, and i told him and he was proud of me. i mean it's not that good, but i really thought i failed, so im happy
☮ hope ♥
eye candy
so now heres what happened thursday night!
me and my two friends were studying for chemistry and at one in the morning they close the top floors so only the ground floor and the two below are only open. so at one in the morning me and my friends went down to the lower floors to look for a place to sit, preferably a group room. there was one guy who was in a room for four or five and it was just him. guess who it was!....butt guy of course. so we go in and ask if we can sit in the room, and obviously he says yeah sure. and eventually we're all talking and stuff and hes obsessed with the gym and coffee like me and other drugs that are legal for building muscle and shit...nothing illegal. so now im thinking hes not as gay but still he's gay. then he tells this story about his roommate who was tripping on coke, and he said, thankfully i wasn't in the room i was down the hall hooking up with some chick. now i think he's bi. then, we all continue talking, and he told us about how he was rooming with the ra. and i was like damn that sucks. and he was like, yeah i asked him if i could drink and he said no, but i ended up getting wasted with him every weekend it was a little awkward because he was gay, but thats okay.
then i was like he's straight. and i texted my friend, Rebecca, who was in the room, and i was like i wanna tap that shit. and she made fun of me because he was not her type. anyway we were texting back and forth for awhile and i was making her crack up. so every five minutes or so she would laugh and we all would look at her. my other friend, annie, who was also with us, was like what's going on? and Rebecca was like read the texts that my friend is sending. Annie didn't get who was texting Rebecca for a few minutes. and anyway i don't think he knew Rebecca and me were texting back and forth. and the worst part was i couldn't concentrate because of all that eye candy.
☮ hope ♥
me and my two friends were studying for chemistry and at one in the morning they close the top floors so only the ground floor and the two below are only open. so at one in the morning me and my friends went down to the lower floors to look for a place to sit, preferably a group room. there was one guy who was in a room for four or five and it was just him. guess who it was!....butt guy of course. so we go in and ask if we can sit in the room, and obviously he says yeah sure. and eventually we're all talking and stuff and hes obsessed with the gym and coffee like me and other drugs that are legal for building muscle and shit...nothing illegal. so now im thinking hes not as gay but still he's gay. then he tells this story about his roommate who was tripping on coke, and he said, thankfully i wasn't in the room i was down the hall hooking up with some chick. now i think he's bi. then, we all continue talking, and he told us about how he was rooming with the ra. and i was like damn that sucks. and he was like, yeah i asked him if i could drink and he said no, but i ended up getting wasted with him every weekend it was a little awkward because he was gay, but thats okay.
then i was like he's straight. and i texted my friend, Rebecca, who was in the room, and i was like i wanna tap that shit. and she made fun of me because he was not her type. anyway we were texting back and forth for awhile and i was making her crack up. so every five minutes or so she would laugh and we all would look at her. my other friend, annie, who was also with us, was like what's going on? and Rebecca was like read the texts that my friend is sending. Annie didn't get who was texting Rebecca for a few minutes. and anyway i don't think he knew Rebecca and me were texting back and forth. and the worst part was i couldn't concentrate because of all that eye candy.
☮ hope ♥
thursday!
so once again on wednesday night i was in the library studying for chemistry. and of course butt guy was there. and while i was studying i had a laughing attack. and for those of you who don't know, i get them when im stressed or just because. on wednesday night it was because i was stressed. and people were looking at me like im crazy. and i know i am, but damn it i couldn't stop laughing for a good twenty minutes. im pretty sure i scared a bunch of people in there.
☮ hope ♥
☮ hope ♥
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010
here's to monday
so if you haven't already noticed...which i hope you have...chemistry has taken over my life. not figuratively or some shit like that but for real! and i mean for real. on sunday i realized im fucked for chemistry exam which is on friday. so i had/have to study my ass off. like i love chem and all but damn some of this shit is complicated. and to make matters worse, its on three chapters. and of them one and half is really hard.
i did really well on my first exam, so id like to think that i'll do just as well. but im honestly not quite sure if that's possible. and im like seriously studying every night i can except when i take breaks, which i usually take every couple hours for ten to fifteen minutes. and sometimes when i need a break after just an hour it's only five minutes long, which i really don't think is bad at all.
so for the next few days i shall be living in Bobst. and for those of you non-NYUers thats the library. i really like studying in there because i don't take my laptop so i cant get distracted on to facebook or formspring or this. and there are parts of it, where people can talk. i don't like to study in complete silence, so those areas are really nice to me. and when i don't feel like studying in Bobst, i go to Starbucks. they are open till midnight on weekdays, which is nice, but then at midnight they kick me out so i have to go find another place to study...aka Bobst.
☮ hope ♥
i did really well on my first exam, so id like to think that i'll do just as well. but im honestly not quite sure if that's possible. and im like seriously studying every night i can except when i take breaks, which i usually take every couple hours for ten to fifteen minutes. and sometimes when i need a break after just an hour it's only five minutes long, which i really don't think is bad at all.
so for the next few days i shall be living in Bobst. and for those of you non-NYUers thats the library. i really like studying in there because i don't take my laptop so i cant get distracted on to facebook or formspring or this. and there are parts of it, where people can talk. i don't like to study in complete silence, so those areas are really nice to me. and when i don't feel like studying in Bobst, i go to Starbucks. they are open till midnight on weekdays, which is nice, but then at midnight they kick me out so i have to go find another place to study...aka Bobst.
☮ hope ♥
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