so im in major lust. like it's so not me and so unhealthy. like i don't know what to do with myself. my friends keep making fun of me for obsessing so much. and i know it's not right, but what do i do? like i just wanna fuck him once. i mean if it's good then maybe again, but i really just wanna do it once with him. im sooo obsessed like i was legit shaking, it's so bad. today i told my friend Hanah about him, and she saw him and gave me a condom. like seriously what do i do with myself? and Rebecca and her best friend, Geoffery, keep making fun of me: the shaking, the obsession, and everything else. i can't take this anymore. i need to do something, but i don't know what to do. i can't think straight and i leave on friday, fml.
☮ hope ♥
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Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
library
so today, just like every sunday, i had a shit load of work to do. and i didn't go to bed until literally five in the morning. so i was really fucking tired. anyway, i didn't wake up till one, which isn't too bad considering i went to bed at five. eight hours. that's a lot for me. i need three to be functional, but my ideal is six. so after i showered and ate i texted my friend, Rebecca, and asked her if we had chemistry homework and she said she did and that she was going to the library to do it. the homework should have taken maybe an hour or an hour and a half. but we were there till about eight. and all i got done was chemistry homework, some writing homework, and eating pinkberry.
at fiveish some of our friends were ordering pinkberry. and i was like i don't want any because i need to go to the gym and if i eat now i can't go till seven. but Rebecca wanted it and deep down inside i wanted it too. so then me and her went over to pinkberry and got our fro-yo. it was my first time getting it, and damn that was some good shit. it was like pure deliciousness. i got it with mochi, strawberries, and cookies and cream. so good. i can't believe i didn't know about it before. but i guess that's okay, because i know about it now. and im sure im going to become obsessed with it.
☮ hope ♥
at fiveish some of our friends were ordering pinkberry. and i was like i don't want any because i need to go to the gym and if i eat now i can't go till seven. but Rebecca wanted it and deep down inside i wanted it too. so then me and her went over to pinkberry and got our fro-yo. it was my first time getting it, and damn that was some good shit. it was like pure deliciousness. i got it with mochi, strawberries, and cookies and cream. so good. i can't believe i didn't know about it before. but i guess that's okay, because i know about it now. and im sure im going to become obsessed with it.
☮ hope ♥
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