ughhh

sometimes i feel like i made a mistake. i shouldn't have told a certain someone that i had someone for him. i like him...i like him a lot. and i don't know what to do about this. now he's seeing someone and i just wish i could get over him. and i need to. because all the guys that i have recently "liked" i didn't actually like them. i was just lusting after them, granted that's what i always do. when i lust after most guys, it's all physical; but this guy, like seriously, it's not at all physical. yeah i think it would be fun to get with him and tap that shit. but that's not all. i also want to just talk to him and just be with him. and damn this needs to fucking stop.



☮ hope ♥