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some days i feel like im not me. before everything happened i used to be this fun person who always lived life to the max. i didn't care about anything. i did what i wanted to when i wanted to. but now thing are different. im not the old me. im someone different. someone who's afraid of taking risks, someone who's afraid of getting hurt, someone who's apprehensive of everything. i never used to be this way; that is until everything happened. i wish i was the old me. everything i do now, seems fake. i don't do things because i want to, i do them because i have to. i want the old me back. i want to get over everything that happened. and im not sure how to. i really need some closure, and i don't know how to get that.



☮ hope ♥