Grandma

tonight no parties, no drinks, and no drunk texting. just me, myself, and i, maybe some friends, a movie or two, and some other stuff.
today's post isn't going to be my usual post. it's about someone i miss dearly, my grandma. she past away when i was eight or nine. and sometimes i really wish that she was still around. when my parents have heated arguments, i just wish i could drive up to Philly and see her. i don't know why but lately i keep thinking about her. maybe it's because i can't stand dealing with my parents or maybe it's because i wish i spent more time with her or maybe it's just something else. when i think back to the days when she was here with us, all i can think of are happy times. i remember as a kid my parents and i would go up to Philly. and there was this pizza place near where they used to live, that had the best pizza ever. and the five of us would sit around the table and just talk. the five of us being my dad, my mom, my grandpa, my grandma, and me. sometimes we would spend the night. damn i really miss her. sometimes there are things that i just can't talk to my mom about, and i want to talk to my grandma. i want to know whether or not im doing the right thing, whether or not my thinking is right, whether or not i need to do anything different. i just need some advice sometimes and i know my grandma would be able to help me. i miss her so fucking much.

grandma, id like to think you are reading this; and whether or not i showed how much i loved you before, just know i miss you soo much and love you even more. i love you.



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in other news

now i need to catch you all up on my life aside from partying. on the fourth i talked to Brian, and he told me he got a girl. he's been with her for a week. and he didn't fucking tell me. and so now i need to tell Rebski that my dream of her and Brian is gonna have to wait. and prob wait for awhile. Brian is like fucking in love with this chick. and he normally has relationships that last a long while. so unless something goes wrong, my dream is gonna have to wait for a long while, UNLESS when Brian comes up to visit me, drunk Brian and drunk Rebski do something. now that is possible. most people are whores when they are drunk. so it is very possible. Brian drinks enough, and ill give him some poppers because those fuck you up real good. and ill get the bartender to put extra rum in Rebski's pina colada. haha. i hope Rebski does not read my blog.


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District

i just realized i did not tell you all about saturday night. that night we were celebrating my friends friend's birthday. and i don't know the guy whose birthday it was. my friend was like you have to go with me. and so i was like i don't really want to, then she told me it was at this club in DC, District. and i was like im not sure and then she said there were free drinks. and i was like alright im there. and she was like meet me at my house at ten, and she lives right outside DC. and i was like alright, sounds good. and so i went crazy that night. crazy being like soooo wasted its beyond ridic. and remember that wasted priya = whore. and i was like making out with all the guys in our group. even the ones with girlfriends. but i didn't know about that, so it's not my fault. and then when i got back to my friends house everyone decided to come to her house too and we continued to drink and i mixed drinks even though i was beyond gone.



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the fifth of July

normally on big holidays (New Years, 4th of July, end of summer party, beginning of summer party) we try to keep our parties pretty mellow. and then the day after we go all out crazy, but clearly we didn't do that this time on the fourth. this year on the fifth we went beyond crazy. the area in which i generally party is this rich ass area, where parties rarely get broken because the houses are so spread apart that the neighbors can't hear anything. aka parties not getting broken. and the party we had on the fifth did not get broken but it was one of the best house parties that i have ever been to. and i have been to my fair share of parties. they had everything. all the alcohol you could imagine, all the extra stuff for drinks ever possible, and about five tables of beer/vodka/rum/tequila pong. we even took the party outside onto the lawn and the trampoline. we even lit some firecrackers behind the house. and no one called the cops on us. basically it was mad fun. and like always my phone was taken away. im not sure if i mentioned this before but when i drunk text, people can't tell im drunk texting, because everything is spelled right. so they think im sober, when im really not. and then the next morning i don't remember texting them, and then it's kinda hard to figure out what i said when i don't remember texting them, and i always clear my inbox when im drunk. it's really weird. but whatever. it was a great party.


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4th of July

i am sooooo sorry i have not posted in like three days. and because of that i owe you three stories. one from each of the parties i went to.
so on sunday i spend the day with my parents. we went to the outlets in Hagerstown, and it was pretty fun. and then when we got back my parents were going to a party at their friends house so i went to my friends house. here in Maryland, fireworks are illegal. and my drunken friends were like let's light fireworks. they won't catch us! and i was also not thinking, and said yeahhhh they won't they are all over the highways looking for drunken drivers, they aren't gonna be looking in neighborhoods for people with firecrackers. i was wrong. we all were wrong. we got caught, and almost everybody got a citation except for a few individuals including me, who were smart enough to hide. hehe =]. after the cops left and everybody who got caught went home, me and the guy whose house the party was at called everybody that was there, and told them to come back! and we stayed in the basement and kept the noise down and did not get caught again. it was a pretty damn good party. =]

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chance

this post isn't about my day or about calc (which i got an A in fyi =]) or about drunk priya. it's about life.

whenever there is something you want to do, and you have the opportunity to do it. take the chance and do it. you never know when you're gonna get another chance to do something like that. sometimes in life you get one chance, and when that chance comes, no matter what the risks are, you need to go for it. even if it doesn't work out for you in the end. you'll never have to think about what if i took that chance. in my opinion, it is these what if questions that are always the worst. so as Tom Brady once said, "all you need is a chance." so take that chance and see what happens, you never know what might happen.



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THE END

i am deeply sorry for not posting yesterday. as you all know, well those of you who follow me, i had my calculus final today, so yesterday was dedicated to calculus. and lunch with one of my girlfriends, Ilar. we went to Nordstrom Cafe like always =]. aka deliciousnesssssss.
anyhow. today was my calculus final. so fucking glad that shit over with. like seriously. fuck calc in the fucking ass. im done with that motherfucker for good. hopefully. ooo and i sold my textbook i bought on Ebay for 64 bucks to the JHU bookstore and i got back 66.75. any profit is good for me. =]. and plus i didn't have to deal with putting it up on ebay, and what not. im sorry but this post is really short. i need to get some fucking sleep. and then drink some tonight.



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