fat ass

so right now i am in the library trying to procrastinate in every fucking way fucking possible. and this i believe is a great way. so here's to what i've done today.

so this morning i woke up at nineish. and i went to the gym. today was my cardio-only day. so i was on the stair stepper for about forty minutes. then i went back to my dorm and showered and went to my friend's dorm since me and her and a few others were meeting up for brunch. the brunch at palladium (dining/residence hall and gym) is fucking delicious. like i mean seriously so fucking good. i fucking love that shit. at the end of brunch my friends were making fun of me for how many plates i had on my tray, in the order of which i got them
1- plate of pancakes (only two of them)
2- plate of grapefruit
3- plate of strawberries
4- plate of fruit
5- bowl of trix cereal with milk
6- plate of fruit
7- bowl with a cookie on the bottom topped with birthday batter ice cream
not to mention the two glasses of milk, two cups of coffee, and some carbonated punch stufff
needless to say i felt like a fat ass, but damn it was soo good. normally i eat like every two hours, just because my body works like that. but, after that i still haven't eaten anything, unless you consider gum food, which i don't.
then after this i went back to my dorm to get the stuff i needed to study and i went to the park. BAD IDEA. i just sat around and people watched. there was a guy tripping on coke next to me, which was just pure entertainment. and i obviously got shit done. so now im at the library. first i facebooked, then formspringed, then checked my email, and now this.



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here's to monday

so if you haven't already noticed...which i hope you have...chemistry has taken over my life. not figuratively or some shit like that but for real! and i mean for real. on sunday i realized im fucked for chemistry exam which is on friday. so i had/have to study my ass off. like i love chem and all but damn some of this shit is complicated. and to make matters worse, its on three chapters. and of them one and half is really hard.
i did really well on my first exam, so id like to think that i'll do just as well. but im honestly not quite sure if that's possible. and im like seriously studying every night i can except when i take breaks, which i usually take every couple hours for ten to fifteen minutes. and sometimes when i need a break after just an hour it's only five minutes long, which i really don't think is bad at all.
so for the next few days i shall be living in Bobst. and for those of you non-NYUers thats the library. i really like studying in there because i don't take my laptop so i cant get distracted on to facebook or formspring or this. and there are parts of it, where people can talk. i don't like to study in complete silence, so those areas are really nice to me. and when i don't feel like studying in Bobst, i go to Starbucks. they are open till midnight on weekdays, which is nice, but then at midnight they kick me out so i have to go find another place to study...aka Bobst.



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this was what i was gonna post on sunday about saturday night

so im really sorry that i havent updated in awhile. but right now chemistry has taken over my life...LITERALLY. and it will continue to do so until friday! woohooo....NOT!

anyway.
so saturday night i was at a party and my friends were all like you need to come otherwise we'll be really really mad..yada yada yada...anyway so i was like yeah sure obviously. turns out that was not the best idea. i had to be up by nine am on sunday to leave my house at 1030 so i could take my 1130 bus to new york city to get back to school.
so i was at the party and my friends were like shot shot shot and shit so i did. and at this time its around 930 because i wanted to be home by one. and at 1130/12 they were like just take one more and by this time i was completely sober and i was like no. but then they were like please here's to spring break, and i normally never give into peer pressure, but that day for my friends i did. not a good idea, because when i got home i had to do THREE fucking loads of fucking laundry. i mean come on thats ridic. isnt it? i think so. more like i know so! anyhow. i got home around 1 or maybe it was 1230 same difference basically. and on top of that i hadnt packed a single thing. and i fucking hate packing. its ridic. so ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! as is laundry. i ended up starting my laundry at like two, because i was facebooking and formspringing. and even after that instead of packing i was still on facebook and formspring. that night i went to bed at four, and woke up at 930.


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