ughhhh

okay. so this is getting beyond ridic. last night i had another dream. Rebski was in this one, as was Brian. so me and Rebski were in med school together, and i believe we were in New York City, and Brian wanted to visit me because apparently i hadn't seen him in forever. so i told him to come up after the huge exam Rebski and i were having. and so he did. and normally Rebski is all about NOT drinking sorrows away, but this time her and i were drinking our sorrows away. and there were some other people with us, who i couldn't recognize and/or don't remember. and me and Rebski lived really close to each other. so her, me, and Brian walked back together, and boy were we drunk out of our minds. and i should mention that Brian had a serious girlfriend, because i asked him when they were gonna get married. and anyway. i slept with Brian, which i guess could be blamed on the alcohol; even though i would never do that, even if i was that drunk...well id like to think that. and then the next morning i couldn't remember shit. and we fucked again. and that time there wasn't any alcohol. i wouldn't do that. so i have no clue what these dreams mean. but someone please help me. because this is driving me crazy!



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im an 89!!!

so today i got my grade for my chemistry exam. i still don't get how they grade them so quickly. there are about one hundred kids in the class. and anyway i thought i failed the exam like seriously. i know i say that a lot and that rarely happens, but damn i thought i was gonna fail. and so i checked blackboard, the online site my school uses, and it turns out that i got an 89%!!!!!!! i couldn't believe it. yesterday i called my dad after i took the exam, i don't know why i do this but i do. anyway, he didn't answer and then i called my mom and she asked how my exam went, and i said that i didn't know. and then she was like about... and i was like i don't know. and she was like that's okay, what's done is done. and i was like yeah.
anyway, when i found out that i got an 89% i called my dad, and i told him and he was proud of me. i mean it's not that good, but i really thought i failed, so im happy



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here's to monday

so if you haven't already noticed...which i hope you have...chemistry has taken over my life. not figuratively or some shit like that but for real! and i mean for real. on sunday i realized im fucked for chemistry exam which is on friday. so i had/have to study my ass off. like i love chem and all but damn some of this shit is complicated. and to make matters worse, its on three chapters. and of them one and half is really hard.
i did really well on my first exam, so id like to think that i'll do just as well. but im honestly not quite sure if that's possible. and im like seriously studying every night i can except when i take breaks, which i usually take every couple hours for ten to fifteen minutes. and sometimes when i need a break after just an hour it's only five minutes long, which i really don't think is bad at all.
so for the next few days i shall be living in Bobst. and for those of you non-NYUers thats the library. i really like studying in there because i don't take my laptop so i cant get distracted on to facebook or formspring or this. and there are parts of it, where people can talk. i don't like to study in complete silence, so those areas are really nice to me. and when i don't feel like studying in Bobst, i go to Starbucks. they are open till midnight on weekdays, which is nice, but then at midnight they kick me out so i have to go find another place to study...aka Bobst.



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