420

so i figured that since today is like a holiday i should celebrate. happy 420!!!


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lying

so today i discovered im the biggest idiot on the face of the planet. i need to learn how to lie. that's like something serious i need to learn. like if it's something stupid i can, but not when it's something that really means a lot to me. it's like fucking ridic. i wish i didn't do that today. and i really hope that doesn't happen. for those who would like to know what im talking about just ask. i don't want random people to think this is about them when it's really about someone else =]



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wedding

and now im up to date.
so on saturday the wedding was at 9 in the morning and the place we had to go to was like 2 hours away. we left home at around 730. when we got there they were just about to start, so we weren't late. and guess what i was hungover from the night before. i tried to maintain distance between the buy i hooked up with and my cousin/brother. anyway. i was pretty successful at that. what i didn't know would happen was that the guy i hooked up with would tell someone. and eventually all of the college-going kids there knew about it. and so at the wedding reception i was once again sitting with all the people of my age, which i would normally be very glad about, but not this time. i tried to go sit with my parents, but they were sitting with crazy people and i was like no. so i went back to my table and sat down. it was awkward to say the least. and then i called one of my best friends, Katie. and we talked and she suggested that i get tipsy. i had two drinks. i was beyond that. and i danced and talked with the guy the entire night.
this party has made me realize two things. one i shouldn't drink. and two i really need to rethink my decision on indian guys. before i always said im never going out with one again. but most white boys can't dance, my little hookup was/is an exception. and i love to fucking break out into bhangra in the middle of the dance floor. so i need to think some things over.



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party party party

so here's what i was going to write on saturday, except i was at a wedding.
so on friday i woke up at 130 and i was meeting my friend at 230. and i didn't wake up. when my mom got home from work early to go to this party then she woke me up. and i got up ate and got dressed. and then i met up with Lisa. i could only hang out with her for like an hour and a half, but im still glad i got to see her. anyway. so when i got home i got dressed and we left for this pre-wedding party, for my dad's bff's daughter's wedding. and our families are really uber tight, so their daughter is like my sister and her brothers are like my brothers. so on friday night i was sitting at the table with all the other college kids including the girl's brother who's like my brother. anyway. at three drinks im normally done, but this time i had five. and i basically hooked up with my brother's bff at my sister's pre-wedding party. only i would pull some shit like that off.



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bus ride home

so this is what i was gonna write about on friday:

so my bus ride on thursday was ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE!! a drive that takes about 3.5 to 4.5 hours took 6 hours. and it wasn't because of traffic or something legit. it was because the driver got lost. everything was fine till we got to wilmington delaware. and for those of you that know, baltimore is about 1.5 hours away from that. there was a detour there for 95 and the driver got OFF the fucking detour. and i was like what the fuckkkk. and then he got on to 301 (beaches). he almost took 301 north until someone fucking stopped him. and then he was going soooo fucking fast on that little fucking road. it was beyond ridic. then he should have taken 97 but he didn't and he continued to travel on 50 instead. we were in bethesda and so i thought that he would drop the dc people off first. but NOOOOO! he had to drop us baltimore people off first. it was ridic. and i was pissed. i got home at 130 and went straight to bed.
that night i was supposed to go to this party for this wedding but clearly that did not happen. instead i slept for twelve hours!! that was funn =]



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packing

so im gonna do some major updating today.

first lets start with thursday:
so on thursday i was coming home. and the night before i literally did not go to bed because i wanted to finish writing a paper. the night before that i got two hours of sleep and i slept for an hour in the day. on thursday i slept for an hour during the day too. and on the bus ride home i was unable to pass out. and i didnt pack until four hours before i was gonna leave. and i actually had to pack because i was taking stuff home for good.



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last night

so last night i was once again in the library. i got there around nine, after going to the gym and i was there till literally 430. anyway i actually got A LOT of work done. i finished listening to this Martin Bashir interview with Michael Jackson and that took a long time because i had to get quotes and they talk so fast that i had to keep rewinding on Youtube to get the exact quotes. anyway. around 1100 my friend Annie came to see me. she was also at the library just on a different floor. and i told her i would come down around midnight. BUT at 1130ish i was like im coming now. and guess who was there....butt guy. and omg hes so fucking gorgeous. there was like too much eye candy going on. like way way way too much. and i actually got six pages done!! which brought my paper up to twelve pages when the minimum is seven...and im not even finished. i was planning on finishing, but i thought i should get two hours of sleep before my lab this morning. but i only have like maybe two or three pages left to write and then lots of editing. so despite butt guy being there, and all the eye candy, i still got a shitload of work done!!



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