wedding

and now im up to date.
so on saturday the wedding was at 9 in the morning and the place we had to go to was like 2 hours away. we left home at around 730. when we got there they were just about to start, so we weren't late. and guess what i was hungover from the night before. i tried to maintain distance between the buy i hooked up with and my cousin/brother. anyway. i was pretty successful at that. what i didn't know would happen was that the guy i hooked up with would tell someone. and eventually all of the college-going kids there knew about it. and so at the wedding reception i was once again sitting with all the people of my age, which i would normally be very glad about, but not this time. i tried to go sit with my parents, but they were sitting with crazy people and i was like no. so i went back to my table and sat down. it was awkward to say the least. and then i called one of my best friends, Katie. and we talked and she suggested that i get tipsy. i had two drinks. i was beyond that. and i danced and talked with the guy the entire night.
this party has made me realize two things. one i shouldn't drink. and two i really need to rethink my decision on indian guys. before i always said im never going out with one again. but most white boys can't dance, my little hookup was/is an exception. and i love to fucking break out into bhangra in the middle of the dance floor. so i need to think some things over.



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